This will be our first Christmas after the passing of my dear mother-in-law, Hyacinth.
She had suffered much in recent years from a progressive decline in her general health and metastatic lung cancer and required 24/7 caregivers. But she lived her last days, knowing she was loved and appreciated by her children and grandchildren, and her final wish was for her family to stay together.
She was the matriarch of a large extended family, and she led the annual pre-pandemic tradition of four successive Advent dinners in the month leading up to Christmas, meditating on the values of love, hope, joy and peace in addition to the big Christmas dinner with up to 50 guests in the family home.
She would insist that we sing a Christmas carol together which became the family joke. As some of my in-laws are genetically gifted with tone deafness, we would often break down laughing because it would sound so bad. One time, a niece requested that we not sing together because a new boyfriend was coming for dinner. They subsequently broke up.
With her passing and the subsequent sale of the family home, we have to create new traditions together.
The pandemic has taught us not to take our routines, rituals and loved ones for granted. We can never know for sure if we will see someone again or get an opportunity to express what we need to say.
Minor irritations, past hurts and even major disagreements about religion, politics, mask wearing or vaccinations that were once difficult to endure can fade into the background when we lose forever someone who has been a part of our lives.
Since the start of the pandemic, this will be the first Christmas without public health restrictions on parties and other indoor gatherings.
With our current high rates of influenza, colds and RSV in addition to Covid, we can expect a surge in serious respiratory distress requiring hospitalization among our infants and elders. Stay home if you are sick and consider wearing masks at crowded indoor gatherings.
Will you transform your traditions? How will you honour your deepest values and express your deep connection and appreciation for the special people in your life?
This holiday season, give a gift to your future self by appreciating the people in your life today while they are still here. Be kind – to others and yourself.
At 7 pm on Thursday, January 12th, 2023, I’ll be giving a free online talk on Emotional Wellness. I’ll be sharing important resources on emotional health and mental illness and key emotional health skills to manage stress, difficult emotions and negative thoughts. It’s part of the Burnaby Division of Family Practice’s Empowering Patients public health program. For more information: https://divisionsbc.ca/burnaby/for-patients/empowering-patients or contact Leona at lcullen@burnabydivision.ca or call (604) 259-4450.
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